ugly

I think I'm coming down with something.

Monday I paid attention to my reflection in the ladies restroom at work and omg started nitpicking how I looked (even wished I had smaller boobs and I LOVE MY BOOBS!) I felt so ugly.

and it went down hill from there. one of my socks wouldn't stay up, my mom was at work and wouldn't be able to pick me up and my dad was over an hr away so I had to walk home...the "comfort" inserts I got for my shoes ended up making my feet hurt 2 hours before they did without them.

it even hurt (not physically but it didn't feel right) to smile at people at work.

All that boiled down to me not wanting to watch Hawaii Five-0 or any tv for that matter.

Hope Tuesday is better.